| oh no |
[Aug. 4th, 2004|08:22 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
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| | entre tu y to - don omar | ] |
damn yo school tomorrow =( bummer. For more then half the summer I would go to sleep when Im supost to wake up to go to school an wake up when school was supost to be done. im sooo screwed. I think ima go to sleep in all my classes tomorrow. not like were gonna be doin anything anyways. u know. bleh whatever. i gotta call anthony tonight at 10. last night we talked from 10 til like 445 in da morning. jesus. craziiness. but whatever. he asked me if i wanted to go to boston wit him in december an i said sure but then i thought a bout it an he wouldnt want me goin. anywayz yea he told me something last night that he doesnt want me to say it which im not but i was like wow. but it aint gona happen either. ha. im good. anywayz im outy. got stuffiez to do before tomorrow. so bye |
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| school soon |
[Aug. 3rd, 2004|07:55 pm] |
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| |  flirty | ] |
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| | dominicana - tego calderon | ] |
Bleh I got my schedule today. God i gotta change it.
1st period - Geometry
2nd period - Spanish 1 (Suppost to be Spanish 2 natives)
3rd period - English 2 (never finished Engilsh 1)
4th period - Band (I DONT WANNA BE IN BAND DAMNIT)
but whatever i dont have to do work then HA!!! anywayz yea last night I talked to anthony again. from 9 till 1:26. hehe soo cute. Hez gonna call me at 10 tonight weee i love him. I got more picz of him. SOoo sexi =P. ha well ima go cauze im talkin to him online now. hehe love ya anthony |
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| hehehe sooo pathedic |
[Aug. 2nd, 2004|03:35 pm] |
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| |  loved | ] |
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| | im sorry - aventura | ] |
okay i take it back. i dont think anthony is a piece of shyt. itz juz at that time i was pissed cause of what happend. were good now. hez on hiz last chance though. but yea we talked on the phone from like 3 till past 6 an then like an hour online after that. i even heard my dad leave to go to work. haha i thought i was going to get yelled at. but yea im glad i gave him another chance.. i dont know i have this feeling hez doin me dirty like everyone else did. but whatever. all i know iz that i like him alot an i hope this is forreal. if not ill play the same game. ha! anywayz yea me an him started a journal. were we write in the same one everyday. soooo pahtedic but whatever. an he wantz me to change all my passwordz to anthony o_0.... no. i only did it to my the journal an migente cauze he wanted those but everythingz the same. anywayz yea stuff. im out |
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| make it stop hurting |
[Jul. 26th, 2004|03:23 pm] |
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| |  sick | ] |
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| | voy a que te gano - yaga y mackie ranks | ] |
ahhh make my throat stop hurting. it hurts SO bad. i'm bout to fuckin cry. an I dont wana go to the fuckin drz. i hate them bitches. stickin shyt in my mouth. grrr. i shouldnt have let arturo take a drink from my coke an sprit an apple juice. damnit. this suckz so much ass. an tonight i was supost to go bowling with my fam an milton an hiz gurl but i dont know now. cauze i popped the rest of the advilz last night. i wonder how many ur supost to take. cauze i took 6. oopz. ha oh well it didnt do shyt to my throat. it hurtz like hell to drink eat an swallow. (STOP THINKING NASTY) fuck it ill go to the drz hopefully they make it feel better. an i wana get my tonslez takin out so i dont have to worry bout soar throatz but my dadz like u might end up soundin funny so i waz like fuck that i already sound funny. anywayz yea today when I was talkin to danny these were hiz exact words when he was leavin "hey i gotta bounce but i'll be back in a lil peace i love u girl" oh boy... i waz like uhh okay i love u too ima go clean then bye bleh im out. im sick az hell yo. now my ear hurtz an i think i got a stomach virus or something. damnit. bye |
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| wow |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|03:14 pm] |
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| |  depressed | ] |
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| | luna - don omar | ] |
wow i hurt so bad. ive been called fat again. i havent been called fat since i was in the 7th grade. it hurts so much knowing that i try an i cant lose weight. an knowing that people are lying right in front of me sayin. "oh ur not fat" what the hell. yo dont lie to me im tired of this shyt. if u think im ugly.. say it.. if u think im fat.. say it.. if ur pretendin to be my friend say it. I'm tired of all this lyin an shyt damn i dont even wana go out anymore. whatever im done wit life. ima change again |
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| YAY i got to leave the house! |
[Jul. 24th, 2004|01:44 am] |
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| | Aunque te fuiste - don omar | ] |
yay I finally left the house today! Even though at first it was with my parents. we were in the car an my moms like wana go to old town an i was like humm.. friday = carshow = arturo! so when we got there I called him an was like hey what are you doin an hes like nothing why an I was like well why don't you come down to old town cause its goin to be borin an I havent talked to you in a while since you got that job an hes like alright ill be there. so while i waited 4 him to get there i went an bought this cute surf shorts since i need new ones. they feel cool as hell to. but yea like 20 min later he was there so i met up with him an we went walkin to meet up with my parents. then they were havin a drink so me him an jen went walkin. then we got bored an hot so we went to where they were while we waitin on my dads friend to get there. they showed up so me turo ruby (dads friends niece) an jen sat an talked. then they wanted to go back to the hotel so we followed behind them me turo ruby an jen went in the mustang while everyone else went in there car. went to the hotel an my parents were fightin =\ my dad was bout to hit my mom. sooo scary. so then me turo ruby an jen chilled. went to pizza hut. had fun there. went back to the hotel. chilled some more. went outside. had a corona. chilled some more. (lots of chillin goin on) anyways then we all bounced at 1. an now im here. fun fun fun. Tomorrows offical. turos goin to work. then is goin home to change the oil (cause he wants to race) then get ready, pick me up, go to eat, then movies, THEN RACES!!!! fun fun
I'm gettin fed up with people not accepting Danny. Arutro is like Jessi what the hell are you thinking. You can do way better then that. And i'm like ARUTRO NAME ME SOMEONE THAT WOULD GO OUT WITH ME. An he's like but Danny's nothing an hes ugly to. U can do better then him. An all I thought in my head was if I can do better then name to me someone that would accept me for who I am an not for what I look like an would love me an treat me good. But all I said was name to me someone that would go out with me an looks better then danny. an hes like... well manny would look good if he wasnt so big an im like hahahaha hell no i wouldnt go out with manny. an then hes like well my cousin but when he got down here he became a dick. an then he was quite. an he cant accept that I like danny. what the fuck does it matter to any one anyways. all people use to hear was me complaining that i wanted a boyfriend an when I stop their like you can do better then him. fuck you if you dont like it oh well. damn. i actually have someone who likes me for who i am. he said it. danny was like "i dont care what you look like all that matters is that you care about me an want me to be happy" of course. damn. whatever im out. im pissed an shyt thinkin about it |
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| half baked!! |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|10:16 pm] |
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| |  silly | ] |
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| | Saoco - Wisin | ] |
hahahaha best movie EVER!!! Half Baked!! I juz finished watchin it.
"DEY KILLED KILLA B"
"FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, YOUR COOL, FUCK YOU I'M OUT"
"GIMMIE A BOX OF CONDOMS, AN WHATZ THAT STUFF, USE TO EAT IT ALL THE TIME BACK IN THE DAY.. PUSSY! YEA"
"IF I'M NOT BACK IN 10 MIN. CALL THE POLICE"
"IF YOU AINT BACK IN 10 MIN. WE CALLIN DOMINOS"
funny shit. that movie never getz old. anywayz it'z offical. I'm goin to michellez one weekend. Her mom said it'z cool an my mom thinkz itz cool to. wee i get to see danny!!! i'm kinda scared though. but hey he'z my boyfriend an i gotta see him u know?! uhh i think ima go watch the movie again. it put me in a good mood. so off i go!! |
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| la la la |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|05:26 pm] |
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| |  okay | ] |
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| | carta a un amigo - don omar | ] |
There'z nothing to do. An I'm bored. There'z no one online. Michelle'z goin clubbin at 7 so she left to get ready. Danny hasen't been on. Umm I didn't get a hold of Amelia so I guess I'm chillin here again. Oh well. I'm gettin use to it. Umm Yea Michelle asked her mom if I can go there on Friday an stay till Sunday an she said it'z cool. Not tomorrow. Whenever they move here. weee I get to go to Boca Raton!!! An prolly see Danny seein az how he livez 7 min away from there. ha. thatz gona be interesting. I'm afraid to see him. I'm afraid to even call him now. I don't know why. It'z really wierd. But yea I'm still bored. Therez no one still on. I don't think I can fix up my xanga journal anymore cauze it'z gonna look ucky. But uhh yea thiz is a good song. carta a un amigo. god damnit i juz realized all these sad songz that I like by Don Omar deal wit hiz gurl leavin him an shyt. dam hoez. Who would wana leave Don. He seemz sweet. Well this song iz sayin that he messed up. But yea you all wouldn't understand it cauze it'z in spanish but I can translate it if ya want. ha. anywayz i know ill update later cauze I have nothing better to do sooo buh bye |
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| Let Me Sleep God Damnit! |
[Jul. 22nd, 2004|01:46 pm] |
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| |  indescribable | ] |
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| | tu principe - zion y lennox | ] |
I can't ever sleep anymore without someone wakin me up. Juz leave me alone. I go to sleep at like 3 or 4 in the morning an for somereason everyone wakes me up around 12 or 1 or something. Ugh I juz wana sleep. But whatever. Anywayz I gotta clean cauze today I might go to Ameliaz for a while. Who knowz. Last night I talked to Michy an thiz guy we call him chulo. But he'z real cool. An michy well.. waz bein her self and talkin bout her tan azz. Interesting. But yea chulo = sexi rican. Ha I would show u a pick put it'z bein gay an stuff. So yea last night when michy signed off we stayed talkin bout stuff. He also has an Integra. Forgot everything that he said he had but he said itz not that much. But when he getz picz of it he'z gona tell me. An maybe I'll post it up on here or something. but chea I'm out. Keep it real, be true an juz blaze |
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| Oh dam |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|09:24 pm] |
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| |  horny | ] |
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| | Pobre diabla - don omar | ] |
oh dam. For some weird ass reason I get horny at night. God save me. lol. I don't know why. I told this guy (forgot his name) an he's like "your a horny gargoyle" lol I don't know. But it's mad wierd. ANYWAYS gettin off that subject. Augest 13th I'm goin to Alabama. Something with my aunts daughters baptism or somthing like that. I unno. But hey I get to miss a day of school an I'll be out the state. Always a good thing. But yea I didn't do anything today. Like always. I fixed up my xanga site even more. It looks hot. Atleast to me it does. But I'm out. talkin to people online. yay michellez comin soon! i can't wait!! |
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| hehe I can trust him now! |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|04:17 pm] |
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| | relieved | ] |
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| | cazando voy - khriz y angel | ] |
ha I feel so relived to know that Danny'z actualy clamin me. Michelle was talkin to him. An goin along with him an she asks him if he had anyone an he says he has something. So hey how I see it is that it's better then nothing. So I'm all good. Not stressin over anything. I shouldn't have had been in the first place. Cause relationshipz are based on trust. ha I watch to much tv. naa not really anyways I still can't get a hold of Amelia. An my dad jus got home. He said that Arturo complained at the end of the job about the heat. an my dads like I told you you got lucky the first 2 days cause it was raining. an it's true but i wana see how long he's gona last. I don't know. But i'ma bounce an talk to michy somemore. I can't wait till she gets here. She says she has to start packin so im guessin it's soon. but keep it real be tru an juz blaze |
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| Damnit I Don't Feel Good |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|01:45 pm] |
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| | sick | ] |
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| | king daddy - daddy yankee | ] |
Whaz poppin?! I got to talk to Danny today. Cause he was online. But nothing happend really. Umm yea I somehow made myself sick. Damnit it sucks. But I'll get over it. I'm trina get a hold of Amelia cause Arturo wants to go to Disney Quest on Saturday an he wants me Amelia an Roberto to come but I call Amelias cell an it's turned off an I don't remember her house number. Humm. Anyways I think after we get out of Disney Quest we might go to the races. But I doubt. But that would be kick ass cause I've never been to one. Whatelse. Oh yea an Arturo wants to race cause we finally got a new tire instead of the doughnut. ha. but yea I might write in here later but till then I'm go chillaxe somewhere in the house. Prolly redo need for speed since I'm done with it. be keep it real be tru an blaze |
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| What Do I Have to do? |
[Jul. 21st, 2004|01:42 am] |
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| | crushed | ] |
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| | tu y yo - nicky jam | ] |
Well I've come to realize that I like this guy Jose a lot. An I messed up by telling him I was going out with Danny. Cause I think we might have had something going. I didn't know I liked him so much till he was gone. Now I'm tryin so hard to get him back but it doesn't seem to be working. There's something about him that I love so much but I can't quite figure it out yet. I just want to be happy an as far as I know I don't even know what happy is. I want to be with Jose so bad but if he doesn't care anymore then I should stop to. I don't know what to do. I wana be with him so bad. But i guess I messed up once an it's done. |
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| BoReD oUt Ma MiNd |
[Jul. 20th, 2004|04:07 pm] |
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| |  bored | ] |
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| | dale don dale -Don Omar | ] |
Damn im so bored I made another fuckin livejournal thing. Bleh so now I'ma try to make it look nice. you know so it can match my migente page an my xanga journal. If it doesn't work out then i don't know. I'll figure out something to do with thiz journal. Anywayz im off to figure out how you work this. So blaze
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